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[26 Mar 2003|07:07am] |
well unless i find 200 bucks by later today or tomorrow the chances of me being in jail are good. for what you ask? Failure to appear in court. Pretty cool huh.
Cant ask my dad. Ronnie only has the money we need for rent. Cant ask mom. All my friends are broke as a joke. I cant pay with a check or id do that. Im fucked. I really have no clue what im going to do but if i dont come up with the money theyre coming to my house.
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[24 Mar 2003|09:56pm] |
:pity post:
I hate my fucking life. But dont worry about me although im sure some of you wouldnt take the time to anyways.
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[24 Mar 2003|12:23pm] |
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I wish I were dead.
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[21 Mar 2003|10:23am] |
oh god. last night Ronnie and i got into a fight because he was too tired to have sex. What guy is too tired to have sex I mean honestly.
We went to the gym last night and then his volleyball game. He had a double header so I sat there for 2 hours. Yippee. I hung out with TJ's son Brent who is just adorable. And then his cunt of a mother was all jealous because im cooler than her and took him away.
I guess twoards the end of the game ronnie and his teammates were talking about how they were hungry, and then this kid matt said im horny, and then thier captain derek said me too after seeing your gfs boobs ronnie. Ya so its pretty cool how they went 1 2 3 TITS and waved at me lol. I dunno it was flattering but they must have some big balls to just say in front of ronnie that I have big boobs. And then all game they would like push their chest together or something making fun of me. Argh anyways enough about that
i really need sex and if ronnie doesnt start giving it to me we're going to have some major malfuckingfunctions.
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[19 Mar 2003|11:07pm] |
he just really pisses me off. his names nick. we use to hang out before ronnie, almost a year ago actually. we ended up hanging out alot and fooled around once and then his sister walked in and it was humiliating so i stopped seeing him. and we still talk and he asks me to hang out. I only consider him a friend so I see no harm, but everytime he asks me to hang out its like at times that "FRIENDS" dont usually meet up.
NNOFEAR12: i guess im not coo lenought to get a call .
CathyCliZine: i know i was sleeping...and then i couldnt get back to sleep cuz i was wondering who textmessaged me but was too lazy to get up lol
CathyCliZine: ive been busy ALL day
NNOFEAR12: haha so whats up for this weekend?
NNOFEAR12: or tomorrow night?
CathyCliZine: tomorrow im spending w/my dad......hes at the disturbed concert and i havent gotten to see him lately. friday im hanging out with friends and sat going dancing.
NNOFEAR12: wow i see how you are.
NNOFEAR12: well sat im gonna go to the comedy connection.
CathyCliZine: oh nice ive never been there!
NNOFEAR12: well after wanan do soem thig?
NNOFEAR12: it gets out at liek midnight.
CathyCliZine: ummmmm sorry thats so gay.
NNOFEAR12: what>
CathyCliZine: ya lets go catch a movie at midnight
NNOFEAR12: no wow.
NNOFEAR12: that was cheap i mean to get pizza or soemthign
CathyCliZine: right.... theres pizza places open at midnight too. come on. Why dont you just say it. You never ask me to chill unless its like afterhours. If you REALLY wanted to hang out with me youd say lets go get dinner and a movie not lets meet up after both our plans for the night are over.
NNOFEAR12: im normally busy all day and so are you.
NNOFEAR12: i asked to hang out after because i was going to the comedy connection after and you were going to be around.
CathyCliZine: then whats the point of trying to hang out.....where do you think its going to lead if both of our lives are so busy.
NNOFEAR12: its going to lead? what are you talking about/
CathyCliZine: forget it nick.
NNOFEAR12: wow.
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[19 Mar 2003|09:38am] |
wow fuckfuckfuck im so tired. Been a busy girl lately.
Saturday night I drove for like 5 hours. First I drove down to get alice, an hour, then to get jess, an hour, then to Carries house, 15 minutes, then the club, 30 minutes. Then we get to the club and its just Jess and me so we sit in my car and drink a lil bit. Or alot whatever. The club was alright, we had a good time we just didnt stay long because she was coming back to my place and Ronnie was having some friends over and I wanted Jess to meet one of them named Charles. So we came back up here. Ronnie and my good friend RYan got back from El Salvador and they all came over and drank I think. I dont even remember if we drank because I was soooooooo tired.
I guess Jess & Charles stayed up till 6 talking and then Charles had to go to work. We all hung out Sunday, ryan jess ronnie and I, and it was fun. Got a couple movies. Tracy came up to see Ryan. Im not going to begin to talk shit about a person i use to consider a good friend, but I dont want friends that constantly talk behind my back. So needless to say she and I are no longer friends. But I will live lol. We brought jess home and Ryan did like 95 the whole way i was so scared lol.
Monday was st pattys day:) Ronnie had a game. But Ryan and I went with him and we all went like 2 hours early and worked out. Ryan and I played the gayest game of raquetball. We pretty much just hit the ball in the lil room. It was a great workout tho. I ran a mile and lifted a little. Then we got home and Ronnie and I went to Ians house cuz he had some people over. We drank alot and I was pretty drunk. Ronnie was too lol. we all passed out pretty much. Ian and Josh took my car to the bars and got it stuck in the snow in ians driveway so i couldnt leave the next day till the guys came home for lunch. so I cleaned Ians whole house. Then I went and got a car wash and came home and passedout
Ronnie had another game last night. I worked out during most of it. 15 minutes on the bike, ended up doing 5.5 miles. 2 miles on the treadmill. 2 miles on the rowing machine. And lifted alot. my abs are so sore. Then ronnie and i tried playing raquetball but hes not as fun at it lol.
god im so tired and usually im sooooooo good about keeping this apartment clean but its just weve been so busy i dont even feel like it :( i guess ill go do some now.
Oh word up to ALL of my friends going to fight a war.
Samantha<3 Conor<3 Jesse<3 You 3 are brave ILU.
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[15 Mar 2003|10:18am] |
ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? My boyfriend
2. What is your weapon of choice? my purse
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Yes lol
4. How about of the same sex? absolutly
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? I think Carrie..not really angry tho!
6. What is your pet peeve? slowdrivers
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? depends on the situation
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? pluck my eyebrows. im always so lazy.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? probably i think 4 pm
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? Samantha:(
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? god I dunno :(
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? yes probably a diet/exercise one.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? last night at the club.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? theres no such thing as an alarm clock on a weekend.
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? god probably 40 lol
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? im not even going there.....
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? boobs ya... not her crotch lol
4. Have you "done it"? I would hope so.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? lips
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no i mean i use to get tested for STDs during physicals but not really cuz I was
7. Have you ever had an abortion? nooooo
PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? just uhhh I dunno?
2. What's one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? prob alot"?
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? pay off my car!
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? not really
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? lol yes
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? um i lied and got away with it?
ENVY
1. Which of your friends would you most want to be? probably Jessika or Carrie. They are both beautiful.
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with? I guess J-Lo
3. Have you ever wanted someone else's significant other? yes many times
4. Have you ever been cheated on? not sure actually.......
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? smaller nose, bigger lips, perkier boobs, toned stomach, naturally tan skin, smaller thighs, bigger feet um nicer teeth
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? the ability to not care what others think.
FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? catholic
2. What religion were you raised as? Catholic
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human
4. Do you believe in magic? no
5. What was the last promise you broke? probably to keep a secret
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? probably not.
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? nope.
FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? dying.
2. What did you do today that was really brave? um yesterday i drove while drinking. ?? :)
3. Who is your favorite super hero? Daredevil lol
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? depends on the person.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? more courage
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? nope!!!
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? leader
TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? im not sure
2. Do you collect anything? alcohol bottles like cool looking ones
3. Are you addicted to anything? my boyfriend, pepsi, the internet, clothes.
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? no
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do? gain weight
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? Yes
PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? my dad
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? yes
3. Do you take advice when it's given? depends
4. What area are you wisest in? typing lol
5. Do you drive defensively? im crazy.
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? Yes with my bf..
7. What did you learn today? that ronnie doesnt know how to call someone when hes 6 hours late.......:-/
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[15 Mar 2003|08:20am] |
oh god oh god oh god
last night i went to bed at 1:30 and I was like HMMMMMM maybe ill wait for Ronnie to get here since he said hed be home around 1, well good thing I didnt because I woke up at 5 and he wasnt home. Woke up at 7 and he still wasnt home. 7:45 rolls around and he strolls in. Knows im pissed. His excuse was I fell asleep. I find it hard to believe that you can fall asleep at a party, no one wakes you up, and you sleep comfortably sitting up for 6 hours. Bullshit. I WILL get to the bottom of this. If he did something, one of his lil slut girlfriends will call this house and I'll answer it and find out.Because thats usually how it happens.
Its not even that he went out, its that there was NO phonecall. There never is. Hes like realllllllly bad about communication. Bothers me. Anyways thats it. :-/
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[15 Mar 2003|12:56am] |
my head is pounding.
anyways I went out tonight with Jess, Carrie and Alice. First we met up at my house and smoked some weed and I took the pill. It hardly affected me by the way, all it did was make me thirsty. Then we got ready at her house and Carrie let me borrow this really cute J-Lo shirt that i might just like keep for life? nah ill give it back just saying its so cute:)
we went to the club and on the way up drank. We took two seperate cars and I was pretty drunk at first. Got in for free cuz of Carrie. I had a great time. Ended up danicng with some kid who seriously tried stalking me. Hes like "can I come back to your place" and I was all like K only if you're 12. Cuz he looked about 15-16.
This really great guy mike I met at the industry like, 6-7 months ago was there. Hes gorgeous. I could hardly remember what he looked like because it had been so long but wow. I love ronnie YESIDO but if that kid were single and I was too and he wanted to hit it id be like HERE HIT AWAY. omg. Thats wrong:(
The club had an after party for invited people only, but you had to wait till 1:30 and come back so I was all set. Carrie wanted to stay so the girls stayed with her, and I left. Im all set if they're like trying to set you up with cops there and shit. NOOOO WAY.
So I come home and Ronnies not home yet. Pisses me off but oh well:-/ Im just so tired id like to just go to bed but I want to see him:(
Well thats it for the night. TOOTLES
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[14 Mar 2003|09:59am] |
I absolutly LOVEEEEEE this guy. We talked for a bit today and hes the first smart person Ive talked to in a long time.
I cleaned the WHOLE house. Thank god for me.
I dont know but I feel bad for Ronnie. He may have to go in front of the captain down in Mass and could get in big trouble. I guess a few months back a girl in the navy that he had hung out with got in trouble for doing E, weed, and a couple other things I guess. Ronnie was there one night when she was rolling and I guess there are pictures of him drinking. He doesnt turn 21 till May 16th, so they have supposedly a HUGE problem with it. Which is bullshit. Heres what could happen to him if he gets found "guilty"
- 15 days restriction meaning he has to live on base and 15 days extra duty
- loss of pay
- lose a rank. Meaning hes an E2 instead of an E3...and hes going for his E4 test next week:(
im so pissed. Not at him just at the situation. They shouldnt punish him for something that happened 7 months ago. Especially when its through pictures. Im just upset, and hes EXTREMLY upset. Nothing I say can really make him feel better:( He was just about to get a medal of conduct too, so hes really disappointed in the whole situation. E2s also get paid about 200 less than E3s... so hes losing alot of money out of the deal.
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[14 Mar 2003|06:26am] |
haahhahaha omFG@!@@@
Do NOT and I repeat do NOT ever rent THE RING. We watched it last night and omgawdies it was so cute Ronnie said "maybe we should watch this during the day"...He was all freaked out:) It was good but too scary for me.
Yesterday I chilled at pops all day, paid my fine, yada yada yada. Came up to Ronnies and we went to his game. There was no one there except for me and this wife of one of the players, and we laughed soooooOOOoO hard the other team because they sucked. Then Ronnie and I came home, watched the movie, he watched his wrestling, then I watched swimfan and hes all like WAKE ME UP AFTER so we can have sex cuz OMGGGGG its been since Sunday (because ive been sick)...And guess what?? I fell asleep. And today im not gonna see him except for about 20 minutes during lunch cuz hes dropping my car off.
Im going out tonight with Jess and Carrie to the Ozone. I had fun last time, but it was when Ronnie and I split up so I was in a bad mood. This time will be great. And the beer and ecstasy have nothing to do with that.
Ive never rolled before but I think tonight may be the first for me. It would be with Jessica, who I have seriously known since I was like 7 and I know she would never hurt me, orlet me hurt myself. She was one of the few people to be there for me when Ronnie and I split up. Shes a great friend.
AHHHH Well its 6:30...ive been up for an hour. Ive been waking up so early but I guess its good since i have a job now.
Im hungry and there is NO soda here and I want to friggen go nuts cuz Ronnie has my car:(
BYEEEEEE
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[13 Mar 2003|07:00am] |
oh god just real quick because its 7 am and I cant take the seriousness right now.
Yesterday, went to Applebees, got the job. Prob get anywheres from 14-16 bucks an hour. Went to see my dad, it was his birthday and he was throwing up all day:( Went to the hospital for myself, got put on medication for a Urinary Tract Infection. Well at least its not the kidney stones.
Then I came home, chilled with pops, and drove up to Jessicas and went to Mr. MHS with her lol omggggggg it was so funny. Its like a MISS USA but with guys, at massabessic high. Anyways, her brother charles who is like a very close of friend of mine, we've been friends with their family since I was 4, was in it. He would have won but he won last year, so judges didnt want him winning twice in a row. There was this one guy, Keefe, christ, I know I love ronnie and blahblahblah but hes gorgeous.
I saw Erica there which was sweet because I havent seen her since New years. She looked so cute!
OMG I have to go to court today and pay a 300 fine for an OAS. And then be at applebees for 4 to speak to the General Manager about my schedule, then Ronnie has a game at 5. ARGHHH.
Tomorrow should be fun right Jess? ;) We'll just leave it at that:)
LEAVE ME COMMENTS YOU BITCHES.
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[11 Mar 2003|10:09pm] |
Which American Pie Dude are You?Find out!
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[11 Mar 2003|01:20pm] |
i have kidney stones
can I just say OUCHFUCKINGAOWWWWIEOMGITHURTS
ive been crying for like ya a long time. It started last night around 10, and I was peeing out blood, but not peeing, it was like water....ya TMI I know...but then a stone came out. And there has to be more because it still hurts and I can barely move. :(
Well at least im not pregnant.
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[10 Mar 2003|07:35pm] |
Can everyone please tell me who they are? Like link or names or something.....Because when I got this, I went on FTJ and I was all like GIMME YOUR LJ NAMES, and I added them, but have no clue who you are. And some of your journal entrys are quite interesting, so im just wondering who you are now =)
I know who the following people are so no need to respond:
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _epiphany_
diamond_tears
eric5280
filthyxsecrets
involuntaryhead
jakeorsometh
scilent_roque
thanks =)
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Oh jeez louise, what a weekend
So ya'll know I was planning a party for Saturday.... well it started off with Tracy, Pat, Chris, Adam, Brendan, Shane and Bryan coming up. Then Ronnies friend James, Ian, Josh and Katie came over. Then His friends George and Alyssa came over. And then Carisa, Lindsay, Derek and Keith came over........So ya, thats not bad right? Except how many girls do you count?? Oh like 4.......yah I felt kind of cool considering all the guys were like WHERE ARE THE FEMALES......oh well. I ended up making pitcher after pitcher of Daquieris.... GOOD SHIT. Shane actually put Tequila in it at one point. Needless to say I was fucked up. I came back, because Tracy and I had to go pick up people, and Ronnie was puking =( Then we started playing some card games and I was like, hmmm, wheres my boyfriend. And everyone said he had passed out in the bedroom. He wouldnt wake up for nothin.
I also got high which I havent done in a long time but HIIII it was great thanks. Adam passed out in our recliner, and harriman and I played tic tac toe on his forhead with a permanent marker. Well everyone but James ended up leaving, which was good because I thought for sure ronnie and I would YA KNOW. But no....he was dead asleep. I was so pissed. So I woke up at 8 so I could get ready for my lil sisters bday party. My mom told me to be there at 11......guess what time it started? 3....I was so pissed. It was an alright time I guess. My sisters, Ronnie and I played games like candyland till everyone got there. Everyone met Ronnie which is nice.
Except for one thing......my grandfather. K hes 93 years old. I told him how Ronnie and I live together, and he was like YOU'RE LIVING IN SIN. lol I was like oh shit get me out of here. Ya but then Ronnie and I left and went and looked at this 3 bedrom house which is cheaper in rent than our 1 bedroom apartment lol. I want it.
GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!! That girl Alyssa that came to the party w/her boyfriend George, she works at Applebees right down the street. She actually remembered being our waitress like 2 weeks ago lol. Anyways, she said that their hostess quit that night, and they were hiring. So I took my ass over there last night to get an application and i have to go over there at 11 and talk to a manager. PRAY I GET THE JOB PLEASEEEEEEE. I want it so bad. its 7.50 + tips. So pretty much like 10-12 bucks an hour.FUCKIN RIGHT. they said I can get 40+ hours too. And with Alyssas recommendation im sure I'll get it.
Well I should go shower now. BYEBYE.
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[08 Mar 2003|04:46pm] |
I hope when im drinking Ralph doesnt show up....
get it?
K my dad called and hes like, have fun, be careful, if ralph shows up make sure he hits the bowl. It made me laugh.
I got a job. I also got spongebob booty shorts. I put them on and Ronnie almost raped me.
=)
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[08 Mar 2003|08:54am] |
I dyed my hair last night. Well highlighted it really.
Lets just say im going to the store as soon as they opening and getting hair dye.
Ya so the top of my hair is blond, then it goes to orange. Nice huh?
Partys still on for tonight
I definetly know Ronnies friends Josh, Ian, Pat, Matt?, James, and a few of their girlfriends are coming. Along with other people that I dont know. For me I know who i've invited, I just honestly dont know whos definetly coming. Carisa left me a message last night saying "they" definetly wanted to come up but I have no idea who that is. Im guessing her, keith and erica but thats all I know. I might go down and get Jess if she wants to come up. I invited Hussey, Harriman, and Tracy better definetly come.
OH well I dont care I know I'll be having fun considering how much alcohol Ronnie got last night. We've got like 60 beers, 24 smirnoffs, 12 bacardis, a thing of captain morgans, a thing of coffee brandy, a thing of tequila, and i got some strawberry daquieri mix but i need to go get the rum.........and um, a blender lol.
Well its 9, stores should be open now im gone to fix this serious problem AHHHHHHH
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TGIF!!!!
Well this is the first weekend that Ronnie and I have been back together so I know it will be a good one. Tonight, I have no clue. I know he wants to go to the movies. He stopped by about an hour ago to get clothes for PT and his friend was with him and I was still sleeping....barely dressed. Ya that was wonderful lol. I told him we should have a few people over tonight just because its friday and I need to do something other than what we would do on a Tuesday lol.
Ronnie asked me to move in with him again. I said I would when I get a steady job. I can't live here and not work. I mean its one thing to live with my dad and not work, he HAS to take care of me. But my boyfriend, im not his responsibility lol. But anywho..
Last night I talked to some old friends. Husseys comin home for Spring break tonight. Havent seen that kid since New Years. We're going to be having a huge party Saturday. This kid Matt IM'ed me about it, and I hadnt even told him. When I asked how he found out, he knew from someone I don't even know lol. I told just Maloney, Hussey, Carisa, and Tracy. And before I knew it a shitload of people were coming. A bunch of Ronnies friends are coming too. One of them, Ian, is bringing a keg. Last weekend I went out with Ronnie friday, to his friend Josh and Pats place, and they had a keg and barely touched it. So I told him to bring that bad boy over lol. Should be a good one. But we dont have any parking here, because the road is so small so we gotta make everyone park at the grocery store or something lol.
Beh..... I gotta go home today to grab some clothes and another TV, and probably my computer or DVD player so we actually have good music. I've tried downloading music on Ryans laptop but I HATE this thing. It takes me 6 hours to click on something. Oh well. Have a good weekend everyone! =)
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